Am kinda bummed... Before, especially during some emotional times, have been flooded with requests to join different CT teams for different designers. Well, I've always turned them down. Or, if I have tried it out, become so overwhelmed, I backed out quietly and left the scene. Now, I have the time, opportunity, mojo and creativity, am given false promises or else my CT application is just ignored. It hurts. I want to expand myself in this manner, and feel as though I am hitting a brick wall over and over. I don't tag or do tutorials, and maybe that's part of my problem. I want to do layout work, and can do either full size or tagger and tweek layouts with smaller pieces. I miss being creative in this way. Makes me kinda sad. I guess (and what I am telling myself over and over) that the designers I've applied to, there's a reason why I haven't heard anything back. I guess the right one will come along.. one day... Sorry for the whine/vent.... :-{