I'm having to start this earlier than expected. July is my birthday month and I'll be turning 35 on July 7th, and I was going to have a wacky, wild sale of all my items being 65% off for a brief time, but since we have nothing at this point, I'm desperate and need to bust out this sale a bit faster and longer than I had planned. So, from now until the end of July, you can go to either of my 3 stores located to the right, right under the donate button, and buy any item you so desire for 65% off. Hopefully you'll find several things you can't live without, and I can promise you that prices won't ever be this low again. If I appear desperate, I am. I'll write more later when I can actually see what I'm saying, because tears are back again like they have been all day since this morning's call from Hubby. Anyway, any love and support from my "fans" is appreciated well beyond words.

If things couldn't go any worse.... Hubby was sent home from work this morning. He's not to come back until he's able to get his head straight and back in the game. His job is all mental because of it being sales, and since the miscarriage, things have gone totally downhill. I'm being told that he still has his job, but am having a hard time swallowing such a bitter pill. Needless to say, I'm a wreck, in tears, can't stop crying, and in such a panic it's not funny.

Don't have the time since we're trying to get stuff together to spend some family time together today... Just checked how people have reacted to my latest freebie, since it had been a while offering one. I am quite sad at what I've seen. Out of the 116 downloads, only 2 people have even said thank you. That's really sad, especially to my heavy heart. This is one of the key reasons why I don't offer freebies so much any more, or if they are offered, they are limited as to what they are. Is it too much to ask for someone to say thank you? I think not, and even if you are in too busy of rush clicking links, why not click one of my google ads instead since you're busy clicking and not wanting to make a few taps on your keyboard? Sorry, but this truly rubs me the wrong way, and maybe I won't offer freebies any longer? I dunno.. will have to mull this over, and even talk with Hubby about it and get his opinion on it. All I know is that it pains my heart for people to snag away, and not even do "TY" or something of the sort. I'd even be grateful for that much, at least someone's thinking of me. Anyway...

Between dealing with a random hacker that has targeted my e-mail address, our water heater blowing up, and our video card crashing on our desk top, I'm not much for good company these days. Long and the short: I'm not doing good at all. Thought designing would help, but it's just a tiny bandaid over a gaping wound. I'm to the point I'm contacting Dr. Phil, and see if I'm really as hopeless as I feel. Was just about finished with my letter to him when some strange message came up on Hubby's laptop, and it all went poof on me, lost it all. It took me over 2 hrs to write what I did, will have to wait until tomorrow to try again. Maybe by that point, Hubby will have figured out how to get our desktop put back together since I seem to be too stupid to even figure that much out. Anyway, that's all. Just carry on.